I found the other day that my gram was in the hospital from falling. I'm glad she has lifeline to call for help anddd she got help This morning she calls at 730am and I answered the phone and it was my gram She told me the doctors have finally diagnosed what happened and she had a mini stroke.
She lives by herself in Florida and she can't travel til she gets the okay from the doctors. My mom is going down on Friday to be with her and I'm glad someone is
My gram is also playing mind games with me, my aunt and my grampa. My gram nearly had me in tears andddd I almost cried to my aunt after and she could tell I was on the verge of crying.
I think my aunt knows me better than I know mysef which is good and I sometimes handle stress in a bad way. Sometimes its anger and when its family stressing me out or making me choose whcih grndparent to live with stresses me out.
That is what my gram was doing and when I had called my aunt, found out that my gram has been playing mind games and can't make up her mind. Now she will need to come home and either have 24 hour care or have help one way or another.
I love my grandparents and they raised me since I was 2 years old. They are like my Mom and Dad to me. I just hate when one wants me to choose them and say "to hell with your grandfather", it tears me apart and I just want to cry.
I am glad that I can talk to my aunt and see her at the nursing home and glad that she lives in town too and not far away. It helps when I chat with her.
Okay, going to watch a movie and relax before bed.
