Greens on The Go

Hey everyone!!!

Wow, I am about and tried Greens On The Go by ItWorks! They specialize in all natural ingrediants and these are radical free too. The greens have:

• Detoxify, alkalize, and promote pH balance within the body
• Acidity-fighting magnesium and potassium blend
• Cutting-edge probiotic support for digestive health
• 38 herbs and nutrient-rich superfoods
• Multiple servings of fruits and vegetables in every packet
• Free radical-fighting antioxidants
• Great-tasting berry flavor      

The taste is not very berry tasting but its not awful either. I am going to see if there is a difference in 30 days.

I do feel like I have more energy now then 20 minutes ago.  

College is back

Well the college freshman are here and I am back at the cafeteria working. My feet are throbbing and my new work shoes are on back order! I will survive.

Anyways glad to be back and to see everyone back at work. We have new people too so it looks like a good semester.

I am tired form working such along day but it's okay and I will sleep good tonight.

Been down alittle today and I know why just not sure if I want to post why. Anyways, have a few things coming up plus listening to FitRadio is helping me relax.

Not much is new with me, just working, reading and being home after work. I want to go out to Longhorn for dinner but it would just be me. So I guess I won't go, I also want a birthday cake for my birthday but no one will probably make it but will see.

The Bruins schedule is up and they have a game on my birthday! I so want to go but who would go with me? Probably no one, guess I may not go.

Anyways just got done checking email, putting stuff into google calender and now to relax then bed.

Mini Chap Sticks

I signed up recently to sponsor an event and will be doing mini chap sticks for 200 VIP bags. I contacted a company and just waiting to hear back. This will cost about $200. All that for 200 chap sticks, my review logo on it and chap stick for people.

Mini chap stick or chap stick is a great idea and I wanted people to be able to use something. I got the idea from my author/friend Katie Larsen. She gave me a mini chap stick and it had her logo on it.

So yes she inspired me and I think it is a great idea.

I emailed the the person I have been chatting with because I wanted to make sure chap stick was OK. I emailed them again to see when they need the swag by and if I should have the chap stick mailed to me first then mail it to them.

I also have been checking my GMail account to make sure I am on top of promoting and reviewing. I have a lot of emails in that account but working on getting it smaller.

So much to do today, but I get to relax and do my LNA homework plus read and review. Time to get more done.

The Ex won't answer his phone

So I have been posting positive posts this week and I am going to write about what I want. I don't care who reads it, if it offends please move on. I am done pleasing other people.

I have been trying to get a hold of my ex all week, he never answers his phone, doesn't answer texts. I finally gave in and reached out to a friend who I haven't been talking to much lately but figured she would know where he was.

Supposedly he was in the hospital for getting stung 37 times, I doubt he got stung that many times and he does exagerate stuff a lot! So he is in Vermont at his moms.

He supposedly doesn't get reception and I know he does because I have been there and I had reception. I am just done with this sharing a phone bill, I don't care if I have to pay his phone off and just get him off the bill! I will do it.

I will never do this again!!!

I can't keep paying $200 a month and him not paying his half, he has been late on his half or makes payments and doesn't tell me. He doesn't even have a job!

So I am done, I am not doing this anymore and when I separate the phones I will tell him to never speak to me again! I don't need to talk to him for anything anymore.

Feeling down but still doing good

Feeling down and not sure what it is. I think because I was home all day today after working home health care and I usually do a lot of stuff. Today I didn't do much but got some LNA homework done so that is a plus.

I have been slacking on exercise and healthy eating but I am going to change that! Hopefully I will get a good pay check tomorrow and can get some food, next week I am back tot he college.

I haven't been out but I am also broke so I really try to stay in and not spend money. I would like to see people but no one contacts me and I don't contact them. It's okay with me. If both parties don't put in the effort then there should be nothing.

I believe that and relation (dating/friendship) is always 50/50 and if one person is not putting in effort why should the other party put in effort. I have been thinking like this for along time and it's how I see things. If you don't agree with me that is fine.

Now since I haven't been out or really talking to anyone, I have been reading and I am almost at my reading challenge goal of 75 books!!!! Happy for that and in 63 days I am leaving for Minnesota!!!

So much going on and super excited about my trip to Minnesota. Also I get to check out the Mall of America on the day I arrive and on Sunday night. The event I am going to ends on Sunday early evening and my flight out is on Monday. So on Sunday I will look at more of the mall and maybe do some shopping that night.

Other than kinda feeling down, things are good. I think today just had a lot of time for me and it felt weird. Oh well, I will be more busy next week since the college will be back.

Not much else to really write about. Well will post again later

Happy Day!

Today has been relaxing and very good! I stayed home and did laundry, a small workout and the chatted with Felicia.

Felicia helps with my niece and we got to have fun chatting. It's nice to just sit back and chat, we also talked about guys espically Jake Wilson and Drew Tyler who have some badass photos done by Furious Fotog!


I found some new wallpaper for my phone. Yummy

Anyways, I have been reading and making food. Health wise I'm doing okay with trying to be healthier, its the small steps but I am happy. I am working out and I feel good and now I go back tot he college next week, guess I will be getting up early for my workouts.

So I am going to watch more hulu and just relax.

Mistakes

Doing good and kinda upset over something stupid. I shouldn't be upset but I am going to get beyond it and not worry about it. It is their loss and I now realize what a stupid mistake I made a while back.

Gotta love when you realize later in life you can see through all the bull shit, now I see and I am much better off without you in my life.

On a happy note I am now starting to promote ItWorks! and I am trying the hair, nails and skin pills because it helps your hair grow, makes skin look better and will make your nails stronger. I am trying it for 3 months and we will see how long my hair gets in those 3 months.

Okay, off to workout

Start Saving

I updated my hotel reservation for October for Midwestern Book Lovers Unite Confrence and it will cost a lot but I'm okay with that. I like to splurge when I travel and I work a lot so that is why I spend a lot on a hotel room.

So I am going to work extra hard and save up, I also have a app that will help track what I save.

So tomorrow I will be working extra and on Friday too. Looks like I should put half my paycheck aside from my job everyother week. That is $200 and it's better than nothing. Also I am goign to go to a coin machine and get the money put into bills from my snoopy bank and my bruins bank.

It's a start for now, I just need to work hard this week and up until October.

I have 10 weeks to save and be ready for the hotel savings. I did the math and I would have to save $120 every week or more. So my plan is to save at least $150 every 2 weeks, this should save up about $1500 if I did my math correctly.

So I will post updates on my saving plan and I have spending money saved up already, I will save more and work extra hard. For now, going to relax then work a lot tomorrow.

Time Away

Wow, feels a lot longer since I last posted in here.

Yesterday we had a thunder and lightning storm which made my Internet go out, :(. I really do think we need the rain but some of the thunder really scared me. It made me jump too.

So I went into work thinking I had to work but was not scheduled which was nice! I went to Target and used my gift card and I signed up at planet fitness. One is coming to my hometown and it is much cheaper then the YMCA.

I will be canceling that membership and going to planet fitness but it doesn't open til the second week of September which is a bummer but I will wait.

Things have been good and I am doing good. I have been working out and doing okay with eating healthy. I am happy about my progress even though it's not big strides but I am doing good.

I think since leaving the group that I was in was a very good thing and I am much happier. Maybe I am an attention seeker which I need to work on. One person messaged me and still check ins in with me, I am happy that she does and it's nice to see how she is doing too.

So things have been good, I'm back online, did a little workout today and just relaxing.

Will try to post later t his week.

Life and work

I am so tired today. I am not really hungry at the moment so I am going to hold off on dinner.

I am keeping up with my workouts and still working on eating better which is not easy because I want all teh bad food. My food choices today have been ok, not great though.

So I worked and it felt good to just work and not be home but I still like to relax too. Been thinking of my upcoming trip even though it is in October but hey I am looking forward to it.

Not much is new with me, just working on myself and trying to be more positive. I still don't go out but I know the people around town that I know are busy and always make plans with other people. I am left out and I'm not going to worry about it anymore. If they want to spend time with me, they will have to get in touch with me.

It feels to me like people need to put in the same amount of effort as the other party otherwise the other person will get tired of trying and just give up.

All friendships/relationships are always 50/50 and it doesn't matter if you are good at messaging/calling people.

Well end of that rant. I am going to do some stuff and relax then hopefully bed early.

Doing A Little Better

So I am doing a little better and trying to get back on the right path. The group I was thinking of leaving has now had me leave and it's okay because maybe I need to be away from the group to work on myself.

I'm not in a happy place and I should work on me, wish I could afford therapy but can't so for now I am just taking one day at a time.

The admin took me out of the group and told me that I have an open invitation to come back and when I do I hope to be 100% positive and be positive.

So with that being said, someone reached out to me and is helping support me on my weight loss goals. I am very thankful for her help too and I like chatting with her even if it is about food and exercise. She is really helpful and she directed me to bodybuilding.com where there are free recipes and videos.

This way I can do a workout at home and modify it if I need too, I haven't been to the gym in awhile so this will help on the side.

I like it too plus they have an app to track everything.

I bought a fitbit scale today and I love it! I also bought another flex charger too, so I spent a lot of money and I am trying to save.

Not much else is new with me, just relaxing, reading and taking one day at a time.

like take.......

Life Take ..........

So after posting a group about leaving because I feel that I get a lot of negative feedback and yes I am a negative person.

There was a July challenge for 30 days and I started out good but really fell of the wagon. I didn't partner up with anyone and no one partnered up with me. I feel like I get no support in there or at home. It really can bring person down when you have no partner, no friends in town and no one to hold you accountable for your actions.

So there was a lot of comments on the post I made and I think I am so immune to it now that it did not bother me. Everyone had made good points and I do appreciate it.

I have not made a decision yet and let the admin know, for now I am staying inactive. I even turned off notifications for the group because I feel like I don't get a lot of support plus I have noone to impress either. My family doesn't care and I have no friends that would care or support me.

So I am still thinking this over because part of me wants to stay and part of me wants to go. If I stay I won't be active and if I go I will miss the group.

Just so you know this is a group for support in weightloss.

Now my niece is putting a christmas hat on my head.

More later