Cleaning

So I helped my uncle today and went to the landfill with him. We took some trash from my place, picked up my cousins trash and trash from my uncle house.

I will say it's nice to get the bags of trash out of my room! I also took cardboard out too and there was a lot of that. I get a lot of boxes but they did pile up since last fall. I know I should have taken them long ago.

The good new is I can start more trash bags and take them next week. It is easier because my uncle has a truck and we can load more into it but I don't mind going on a Friday to the landfill to take my own trash out.

I did move my white trash can that my aunt and uncle got me long ago, moved it so I can use it again. I do have trash bags and put one in and now I am going to use it instead of filling up the plastic shopping bags I get.

Yes I was doing that and I am going  to do that when I am cleaning but for now I am using the white trash can that family got for me a long time ago.

Crazy how I haven't used something in  long time and now I am going to start using it again and hoping I can change some of my bad habits.

Working on a better me and working on keeping the upstairs clean, I am a slob and I need to stop being  a slob!

So I am working on many goals but cleaning and keeping stuff clean will be my biggest challenge. I am aslo doing a penny challenge which is you put a penny in a jar example is day 22 you put 22 pennies aside. I am on day 16 an it may not be a big amount of money saved but it is a start. It's also easy for me because there are so many pennies in my room.

I am also doing a dime challenge and I am just putting dimes aside. I have a cup of dimes and I just grab a small amount and put them in a 3 gallon empty soda bottle. Going to see how much is saved at the end of the year.

So most stuff is good, working on me will take a lot of work because years of being told I am not good enough has really taken a toll on me and this is why I don't do stuff to further my education or to move up in a company.

It's sad that I am like this but working on being more positive and being a better person.

Okay I have rambled on long enough and now going to go and relax a little bit longer then get ready for work at the nursing home today.

May update later

I'm Back!

I had to step away from social media even though I posted for my review page. I needed time away mentally and it was the best thing to do!

I'm back and feeling better, taking one day at a time. Working on making self better do I can be a better person around people.

Also things are good in life, still on break from the college but going back soon. Still taking thrive and became a promoter in December just before Christmas.

So things are better but not great, it's okay too because it will take work and that is what I am doing. Working hard for a better me and to help others.

I started a video blog on YouTube and named it One Year Transformation which I put up 2 videos a day saying how I am doung mentally and physically.

If you want to see it let me know, I hope I can inspire you to be better and love yoyrself.

Well now back to work.

crap year already

Well I have been up and down with a lot of stuff lately. Might as well give up on some stuff.

Found out yesterday that any orders I put in for thrive, I don't make any commissions off my own orders. It sucks and I really don't feel like I will get people to sign up under me.

I took a leap of faith and honestly I don't feel like it will pay off and you can't go back to a customer account once you become a promoter. So much for taking that leap of faith.

I'm hoping  to get back with Genesis ASAP if they would hurry up with paperwork but highly doubt that too.

This year is not going well already, looking dismal too.