Sick but doing Better

I have been sick since last night and called out to work today which is rare. It sucks that I called out but dry heaves and feeling like I was going to vomit says not to go to work.

I'm feeling better and should return to work tomorrow.

I have been doing better mentally and I'm happy that I started therapy. I should have started it a long time ago too!

I'm starting to be happier and that is the goal. Most people say that it's not for them but it can help you. It's helping me and I'm grateful for it.

Not much is new in my life just the usual of working.  Yesterday was a long day and little sleep did not help either.

So for now I'm going to watch Sleepy Hollow and relax and go to work tomorrow.

Cold, better and working

Well it's cold where I live and this weekend is supposed to be worse.

I'm feeling better and doing much better since starting therapy. I have come a ways since starting theraoy last week but have a longer road ahead of me.

Next week I have a challenge, should I continue a friendship where one party puts in no effort or keep the friendship and feel like I'm not welcomed, fell that I'm too different and not accepted?

That is my challenge.

Besides that I'm doing good. I have time off from home healthcare which is nice and I'm working at the college a lot. A lot of employees are sick and I know something is going around too.

So I have a lot of thinking to do plus figure out where I want the friendship to go.

I will say I have given up trying to put in effort and i know I'm just too different and other people cannot accept it which is sad. I also don't have anything in common with anyone in that group of friends either so if I went to events I would be quiet and the odd ball out. 

Everyone has stuff in common and it's like I'm invisible. So now to really think it over and make a decision.

Feels longer but Good News!!!!

Feels like it has been a really long time since I last wrote in here but I have good news!

I finally started therapy! 

It was time I spent the money a dim glad I did. In one day I was feeling better talking to my therapist and getting her thoughts on everything really does help. 

So that is my good news and I was feeling better yesterday til last night at work that went not so well but not going to think about it. 

Finished a book and need to write reviews, that will be my goal tonight to post my reviews.

More later I hope, need to get to work.