The End of July

Today is the last day of July.... The summer is flying by and I have worked a lot and did get to Kimball Farm finally.

So besides working, I'm doing good. Work keeps me busy and I like it but do miss having a day off.

I haven't done a lot this summer but I still have a few weeks left before my other job starts.

Not much is new either, still don't talk to my old friends and they don't reach out to me.

Still continuing therapy and saving money. Did shop recently and the site was having a sale.

Family is good, did leave another site and it feels great! Not going back to it either.

Have been writing a book, I think it doesn't make sense but will see how it turns out.

Well going to relax for now then work later.

Things Lately.....

Things have been good plus I'm working so staying busy is good too. Home life is kinda annoying but that is normal.

The only thing about living at home is our refrigerator is so cluttered that I can't keep much in it 😢

Work has been good and I'm earning money which is good, I want to save up for my trip in October for MBLU and just to save in general.

I have my ticket for MBLU and my room is reserved. I don't like how it's cheaper to fly back on a Monday instead of Sunday. Sunday costs more to fly so I had to extend my stay at the hotel by one night.

I think if I save enough money I could do a visa gift card and pay for the room that way. I think I will do that and that way I don't have to worry about my debit card being used unless it's for food and shopping.

So things are good plus I may go to Fritz's this week but will see because I have today off but working the next 6 days in a row.

I was asked to work tonight but said no because I need a day off. I can go in early tomorrow if they need me too, won't hurt because I would like 80 hours in the next pay check I get. 

I may even go part time at the nursing home, just not sure yet. This way I can work on a floor that likes to work as a team. By going part time means every other weekend and every other holiday but will see.

Other than that, not much is new with me. I'm home working, not seeing friends because they don't want me around so it's better that I work.

So not much is new, just relaxing plus doing some reading today and laundry.

Kimballs and my Birthday!

No my birthday did not happen, it's in December and I'm starting to plan what I want to do.

So first I finally went to Kimballs Farm!! I have never been and I'm excited that I went. Bri from work went with me.

The food was delicious! Very filling too and it's kinda expensive but worth it plus icecream too.

I will be going back soon.

So I'm starting to think what I want to do for my birthday. I have very few friends from work and I haven't talked to other people that I used to be friends with.

Yes I know we all work but communication goes both ways too.

Also everyone just forgets about my birthday anyways and I don't understand how you forget just one persons birthday?! How do you forget that but can remember and celebrate everyone else's birthday?!?!?!

Sorry ranting here, ok so I'm starting to plan ahead, it's nothing big and I think either Buffalo Wild Wings or Chinese food.

If I get Chinese it's easy or ding for takeout. Buffalo Wild Wings I would have to drive for because they are out of town.

I won't be doing much but I rarely celebrate my birthday. I'm so used to everyone forgetting my birthday even my family forgets. 

It sucks that not many people Denver my birthday and it hurts every year. It does t matter if you wish me a happy birthday on Facebook or by email, I want to feel loved like everyone else on their birthday but I very rarely get that.

So with that being said, I'm sure I will celebrate my 33rd birthday alone this year.