An Update

The last week and a half have been a roller coaster of emotions. I have been up and down, crying and not knowing what to do with myself. 

I finally went to the doctor today because I need help and if the medicine helps me then I will take it.

Sadly the medicine is on back order and I hope that the pharmacy will get it tomorrow. 

Well, I am going to try and relax for now. I hope Monday treats you well.

Quick Update

Well we drove even further and I’m sick of traveling!!! I have done nothing but be in a vehicle and my family won’t listen to god on the phone to get somewhere!

I’m tired and he hotels suck! Every hotel we have stayed at is below 1 ⭐️ and it’s not getting any better.

My grandfather wouldn’t be able to do this trip by himself either and that is why I’m here.

Now to hopefully eat something and try to enjoy the day but I doubt the enjoyment part.

Driving South

Okay, since my last post I am on the road people. I packed the night before we left, got very little sleep and honestly didn’t want to go south.

I do love Florida but I think that I am used to my own pace, planning and would rather fly and relax. This trip has not provided any relaxing.

My niece is being interesting and needs a nap. I would rather be back home and relaxing.

Yesterday we got lost in New York, hit traffic for miles and we should have been halfway yesterday but that didn’t happen.

It was awful yesterday and my grandfather wouldn’t listen when I googled hotels and where to go. He is very old school.

So today we are back on the road, passed South of the Border and still driving. Maybe I will post again tonight.

Stressed Out

Well I am ready to break down and cry! I don't want to go to Florida at all and work is not helping me very much. I'm sick of one job and I don't plan to return after the spring semester.

I have bills due and I think that and trying to pack to be ready for Friday morning is stressing me out. I paid on my student loans and turbo tax came out so I'm almost broke. It's stressing me out plus I have upcoming bills due the 5th, 6th, and 13th of the month plus another bill due on the 15th of May.

I feel like a loser because all I do is work and I have nothing to show for it! I feel like I have failed and I hate that feeling. I haven't started to pack at all. I guess doing laundry is a start but want to be packed by tomorrow night so on Thursday after I get out of work, I can come home and shower and hopefully relax before leaving.


Life just sucks right now.

It Has Been Awhile

It has been a long time since I last posted on here. Things are going good in life, trying to pack for vacation which I leave Friday!

Driving down south to Florida with family and we are leaving early! So I need to be ready by Thursday night.

I still need to pack a overnight bag and a suitcase plus make a list of what I need to bring with me besides the necessities that a person would need.

I’m working in between all of this with both my jobs but I know I can get it done! I’m going to do it.

Laundry is ready to go in the wash tonight after my niece takes a shower then hopefully I can start packing.

Will update on my progress throughout the week.

Have a great Monday!

Sunday Funday and Relaxing

Happy Sunday!

This will be short for now, it is church day and I am back home relaxing and going to knit after I post this. Not much is new, my grandfather is watching tv and they are talking about Vermont Yankee which is interesting to hear it.

So today is cold in my home town and it is supposed to be warm? Anyways it's not that bad outside but kinda chilly.

Family is good, may be going on a vacation soon and then summer break is coming fast from the college.

Also I bought a season pass fro Deadliest Catch which I am excited for!!! I love that show and happy for it to be starting soon. I love the discovery channel, history channel and the National Geographic channel which I don't get to watch very often.

So that is it for now, I may post later but will see. I'm going to watch Netflix and knit.

Have a great Sunday!

Life Update

I didn't know what to put as a title because I am trying to cope with some feelings that I am having.

So for the good news, 2Cellos was awesome!!! It was a great concert, great to be in Boston/Cambridge area and wonderful o have a girls night. It was much needed.

2Cellos is 2 guys from Europe and are classically trained on cellos, they make music and make it fun plus they have gotten very popular. You should look them up, they are awesome and I would see them again in concert when they tour the US again.

As for my feelings, I have a hard time coping with stuff I see on facebook and feel like a loser. I know, you must think I am awful or I just need to get over it. Small problem, it's not easy for me to just "get over it".

I work al to which is my decision and I don't get invited out a lot which gets me down but sometimes I am fine with being home and relaxing. No one really wants me around and when I tell people this, they say "I know how it is and I have been there before", which you don't know what I'm feeling as a person.

It affects me a lot when I am logged in on social media so I log out. Its like everyone I much more popular and has a better life and I do nothing but work because no one wants me around or wants to talk to me much which brings me down a lot even though those people are missing out.

So for now, I am home relaxing, need to get to the second job soon and maybe knit some more tonight.

Thanks fro reading about my life adventures