Time to Update

So I have been working and neglecting this blog and my review blog too!

I have started writing and I'm not sure it makes sense but it's a start. Also I have about 2500 words so far and that is better than nothing.

Now I'm really feeling down and I hate when I am like this, no matter what I do I'm just never good enough and I'm that much of a loser. Most people tell me I'm not a loser but I  know that I am.

No one wants to hang out with me when I'm not working, no one   calls or text (except family) and I'm only good enough to work. No matter what I do or when I try to do something out of my norm, it never woks and it sucks.

I'm trying to be positive today but will see how the rest of the day goes.

Music i splaying right now and it's on Lindsey Stirling, love her music. So I'm hoping to have a better day and hopefully get more writing done. I am also going to read later today because I have been neglecting that this week.

Another thing that is bugging me, a friend of mine has bought shirts with her logo on it for photography. I'm glad she is getting word out and it just surprises me because she always tells me she never has any money! How do you have enough money for shirts and a con???

I just don't understand and it just boggles my mind that somehow she has money even though she says she doesn't. I don't think I will ever understand ever.

Okay, going to do some writing and charge my kindle cause I'm sure the battery is almost dead