Thanksgiving

It's Thanksgiving and everyone is posting what they are thankful for. I'm having a hard time thinking of what I'm grateful for because most of mine is negative. I'm not a very happy person and asking time off from the job at the college has made me feel a,one, like really alone.

My family is not close anymore and all I do is disappoint my family, they put me down a lot and I think they don't like what I do in life. It hurts and I have very few friends which is not a bad thing.

I'm grateful I have jobs, a place to live and food and friends.

My family is a different story and it's had for me to be happy on holidays with them, it's really just another day to me not a holiday.

As much as I don't want to work today, I'm still going in and hope they don't call me in tomorrow. 

Well I should go and do whatever I need to before eating and work.