Reflecting

This was written on December 26, 2016

So today I was very sick and it has been awhile since I have Benin that sick. It was not fun and I was not happy.

I called out to work at the nursing home because of my symptoms. I have the next 3 days off to get better too.

Work is good and I worked Christmas Day to be with the residents. I gave them hugs and it was great seeing them.

Life is good, I did a video for my YouTube account for my OneYear Transformation because today marks 1 year that I started it. 

The last 6 months I have been up and down mentally but I'm happy with my outcome. Work was challenging at the college because I moved into culinary and worried that I was not doing well.

Turns out I'm doing fine and once I relaxed I was fine and enjoyed work. 

The nursing home has been fine and I have been working almost every weekend. I went back to Minnesota and had a fantastic time!!!

Traveling was great and I managed to work the global chef week after getting back. It wasn't easy but happy to have a French chef at work.

I got to see Matt when he came up for the Psi U reunion and it was great catching up with him.

I did let a few friendships go, it wasn't easy but I don't want to waste my time or the other persons time. It's like I'm a burden to them and I don't want that.

I'm working on being positive and just working on me.

I'm going to try a few thins in 2017 and see how it goes. I'm going to still do my videos for a One Year Transformation on you tube.

So I'm relaxing and watching Criminal Minds, maybe eat a little more and then off to bed plus load up my video.