So normally I have been trying to keep my posts positive most of the time, yesterday's post and today's won't be that.
Today was a day off from my nursing job which is great but I went to a call back meeting for Sodexo. It was long and while there I was thinking......
Why did I go into culinary?
I have 2 bosses and one makes me feel like I'm a crappy worker and thinks I hate everything. I don't hate everything and that boss almost made me cry too.
The other boss I have listens to what I have to say and is nice to me. Yes he will be stern if needed and won't sugarcoat anything which is good.
It feels like I'm crap because I don't have as much experience as everyone else and that I'm not good enough. It's a tough thing but I'm going back and hope that this semester will be good but will see.
I was ready to go to part time hours too, that's how I felt. Sad, really when you think about it.
I will say it was nice to see everyone today and I will have to take a pic of my LuLa outfit I wore today. Many people loved it and loved my hair too.
Today wasn't all bad, meeting and my car got an oil change which was cheaper than I thought. At least the car got a much needed oil change, next is an undercoat to hopefully stop the runs from spreading.
So after the meeting I walked to the auto place and it was beautiful out. I was maybe a quarter mile away and I got the worst pain in my stomach, so bad I thought I was going to puke.
Thankfully I didn't puke and paid my bill. As soon as I got home I laid down and really just had to rest for a few hours.
Matt messaged me and I told him what was going on and told him what I ate. He thinks it was the food and it makes sense.
The good they served today was Asian themed and it was very good. I'm not used to the food. I had Asian beef, chicken wings, pork fried rice and pizza. Yes a lot of food.
My body said "fuck you" after of course when I got bad pains. I'm used to cooking at home and not eating at Sodexo.
It's ok I'm feeling better and will need to be careful next time I eat there.
