If you read my last post, I was a ball of emotions and got the medicine to help me get better. Always ask for help when you need it because I had to get help, all the crying I did was not normal and I didn't want to be sad either.
I started out on a few meds, one of them made me sleep for 4-5 hours which I didn't like. I had a small dose medicine for my anxiety and it helped for a bit.
By Monday of this week when I went back, I was doing worse! cried in front of the doctor and we talked about changing meds and seeking counseling. I'm not opposed to counseling because it can help.
So I am doing better than yesterday and haven't cried since the last doctor's visit which is good. I am getting out more and looking into volunteering as well.
Since the college is done for the summer, they don't have any hours right now which is ok. I'm going stir crazy at home during the day because everyone I know is working the day shift. I'm used to doing work early int he morning then head over to my food service job then home and now I have only one job for the summer.
I like that I get a break but since the trip to Florida, I didn't do well after coming home and work was a big distraction for me and now I need to adjust to having time during the day. It's weird but I am slowly working on it. Maybe I need to make a schedule?
I hope to post more now that I am doing a little better but will see how things go this week.
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