It's Super Bowl!!

Hell and Happy Sunday!!! and happy Super Bowl Sunday!!!!

A lot has happened in the week, I have. made bad decisions and good decisions. I made my bed and I need to accept what happened that was made on bad decisions.

The good decision I made was to enter therapy, I was a hot mess this past week and I need help in some way so I decided to start therapy and learn to love myself, stop comparing myself to others and I want to be more positive.

After talking to a therapist, I feel a lot better and have come to terms with the bad decisions I made. I am doing much better now and I have a long road ahead of me. It may take a while and I am willing to put the work in.

Let's see what else..... Work is still going great and Friday was non stop but fun and I now look forward to Fridays which has not happened in a long time! I love it when it's Wednesday and then Friday comes along and I am excited for the weekend. I may not make plans or anything but I love to relax.

I still stream my knitting but sticking to just Saturdays which works best for me and I had a long stream yesterday and I had so much fun! I got a raid at the same time I hosted someone. It's all good but I am happy and the stream was fun and that is all that matters.

This weekend I have been relaxing, knitting and watching movies I rented off of iTunes. I watched Batman V Superman last night and stayed up till rare midnight but the movie was sooooo good! I will have to buy it maybe this coming week.

Another decision I made was to wait on getting a Nintendo Switch. I have the money set aside for it but with everything that happened, I think it's best to wait. The rest of my goals have been going great so far and that is good.

You can always change goals or how long you want to work on a goal, I don't need a switch right now so I put it on the long term goal list for now.

I forgot to cancel my sncakcrate and got that in the mail. I really need to look at finances and see what I can cut back on. Snack crate may go even though I love getting it. I got Ireland this month and will bring it with me to a friend's house tonight when I go over fo Super Bowl.

So in the US, we have Super Bowl Sunday which is today, I was invited out and I will be going to a party. I haven't spent time with people in a long time and that may be part of my problem, not seeing friends. So tonight I get to spend time with people and I need to get out more.

I rarely watch football but it's fun to be around good people.

I think that is it, been having some anxiety but finding ways to keep it at a minimum plus letting go of stuff. It's not easy but things are getting better.

Alright, I need to do laundry and eventually, get ready for tonight, have a safe and happy Sunday everyone! Thanks for reading.