Not sure anymore

I'm not sure about a lot of things anymore and it sucks. I try to stay positive but it's hard especially at home and work. 

Work is fine but there are people that always put me down so that is one reason why I don't move up in a company.

The other thing that has me down is like zilch friends. I have one but she is 3 hours away plus she works a lot like I do. I did get to see her a week ago which was nice but I still miss her.

The other "friend" cares more about her cosplay friends than her friendship with me. I have decided to not care because I'm that much of a loser to her.

Yes she is packing to move but she should at least try and talk to me but never does. Her cosplay friends are that much cooler than me.

Oh well, it's your loss!

I'm working today and hope to relax after. Not doing much, going to clean and do laundry then relax.

That's all for today.

Today

I'm done trying with friends, really I am. They tell me they want me around but don't make an effort themselves to want me around. 

Cosplaying is way more important and that inner circle is more important.

Whatever, I'm not going to try and just work because it's about the only thing I do well at is work.

I am almost done with work at the college and may take a few days off for me to relax then work a lot of hours.

More later

Dare is on Sale!!!

Dare is on sale for $0.99! 

I read this book and LOVED IT!

It's a roller coaster of emotions but will have you keep coming back for more. Check it out

Reading and music

I really want to listen to music and read since I have a week to read and review the book that was sent to me.

Ahhhh, I don't like how I have such little time! Okay I need to read a lot today plus listen to music and work at the same time.

Not much else is new, just working and life is good. I am a little upset that friends didn't invite me out this past weekend but I'm not going to cry about it,

It's their loss!

Anyways got to see my big sis when she was passing through town which was nice since its been 2 years since we saw each other.

Other than that life is good and the weather is warming up!!!

More later.

My Weekend in Boston

This is more of a rant and great weekend in Boston post.

I went to Anime Boston and roomed with my friend. He drove down to Alewife station and we took the T in which was better than going to Concord and getting on the bus there then the T at South Station.

The first day was good and I was okay with everything. Friday was like more of my friend wanted to be around me the whole day and I like to do stuff on my own so it was kinda weird that he wanted to be around that much.

Saturday was a good day but it was very windy out! I went to the con and then the Bruins game later that night. My friend knows the T better than me and I let him lead the way since I have never been to TD Garden. Anyways we got there and the bruins won which was fantastic!!!

So my rant part is that my friend only thinks of themselve because I wanted to stay and watch the closing part of the game but no, my friend wanted to leave and that is what we did. Got back on the T and went back tot he hotel.

I felt like he was in the biggest rush and didn't care about anyone else but him.

I think next year I will room by myself and this way its just me in a room and I don't have to worry about anyone but me. I am glad that I got this experiance and I am not used to being around him that length of time.

Sometimes doing these things is always good because you learn and grown form them. I'm happy that I went to the bruins game and I plan to go to more.

end of rant/post

Crazy life

Life is busy and crazy right now but I will post more tonight. Gotta work.