Today

I'm done trying with friends, really I am. They tell me they want me around but don't make an effort themselves to want me around. 

Cosplaying is way more important and that inner circle is more important.

Whatever, I'm not going to try and just work because it's about the only thing I do well at is work.

I am almost done with work at the college and may take a few days off for me to relax then work a lot of hours.

More later