Not sure anymore

I'm not sure about a lot of things anymore and it sucks. I try to stay positive but it's hard especially at home and work. 

Work is fine but there are people that always put me down so that is one reason why I don't move up in a company.

The other thing that has me down is like zilch friends. I have one but she is 3 hours away plus she works a lot like I do. I did get to see her a week ago which was nice but I still miss her.

The other "friend" cares more about her cosplay friends than her friendship with me. I have decided to not care because I'm that much of a loser to her.

Yes she is packing to move but she should at least try and talk to me but never does. Her cosplay friends are that much cooler than me.

Oh well, it's your loss!

I'm working today and hope to relax after. Not doing much, going to clean and do laundry then relax.

That's all for today.