Work and Trip

Happy Monday!

I worked today and it wasn't bad. It was busy at first and work went well. However when I talked to my boss about my time off that I put in for October, he made it sound like I couldn't take time off when I'm scheduled even though I'm using vacation time.

This is how I interpreted it and that's what it sound like. I could be wrong too. I only talked to my boss about it to know when he wanted me back for work because flying home on a Monday is cheaper then flying on Sunday.

Already purchased my ticket and flying home on Sunday.

Guess I won't be able to use vacation time anymore.

So going to shower, find something to eat and relax.

Today

I gave in and bought season 2 of Grimm today. I like the show and I'm hooked. I also bought it digitally so I can watch it on the tv or in the app. Love my streaming device!!!

Not much new today, still doing some cleaning and went shopping for my gram. My aunt came over and she is her usual self.

It looks like it is going to rain too, it's all dark outside do I'm inside watching Deadliest Catch on Hulu.

I start at the college job tomorrow which is good because I'm earning money and I'm in culinary and I'm happy with that job.

So I'm seeing how many books I have and think it will be time to sell some of them. I will keep the ones that are signed by the author and sell the others.

I will say I'm doing okay with money and watching what I spend. I have some money aside and saved but it's not easy.

So for now I'm going to work on not spending unless it's a bill or plane ticket.

So that's my news, nothing else really going on. I messaged my therapist and checked in with her. I do need to respond to her message. I also try not to message her on the weekend because it's the weekend and I think people need to relax or take a mini vacation. 

So with that, I will end this entry. May do some more cleaning then bed.

Strange Day

So today is a strange day for me. I went toward which went well but the strange part was my aunt.

She must have came over to help my gram which I can do but my gram doesn't want my help.

It's like I'm the loser in my family and they don't want me around. It sucks and really really really hurts me deep. 

Now they may not know it but it hurts that much where I would rather work and eat and not be home.

I have been eating a lot lately and that's not good because I am trying to lose weight. It's hard because I don't have much of a support system at home. 

I hate when my family does this to me and I honestly think they don't care at all. I try and be helpful but they just don't want me around.

So I'm home, did some cleaning and relaxing now but still feel like I'm the loser and my family is just sick of me.

New Hair!

So I think I need to just step away when people don't respond, it really irks me but need to learn to really just walk away.

Now onto my hair!

I got red highlights today!!!! I have not colored my hair in over 10 years so it was time for a change.

A coworker from Genesis suggested The Hair Spa of Keene. I went to school with the owner and she was my stylist today.

I'm glad I went to Kelly because she did an amazing job! The red is suttle and still noticeable which is what I wanted.

I also got my hair trimmed which it needed. I think I will stay with highlights for now then maybe go all red.

Didn't want to do anything drastic either so starting small is always good.

I will be going back to Kelly for my hair from now on.

Here are some pics

Kelly took this pic

Car selfie

Like how my hair falls

Update!

It feels longer than 6 days since I last posted in here.

So I have good news, fun news and bad news. Which would you like first?

Okay bad news first, I'm getting rid of my hair. I can't take it anymore and it's going away.

Good news is today is hair day for me. Will post later what I have done with my hair.

Fun news: I moved over to culinary at my seasonal job and today my boss called me and woke me up. I didn't recognize the number but answered anyway.

He could tell that he woke me up and he really didn't care. He was joking over the phone with me and I needed to get up.

I told him it was okay that he did wake me, he gave me my schedule and sent a pic of it to my phone.

After that I really did get out of bed to do my Thrive.

Usually I don't get morning phone calls that wake me up but this was a fun conversation and I wasn't mad that my boss woke me up. 

So need to do stuff then lunch then hair. 

Making Changes and Food

So I'm still taking time away from social media which is good. I'm doing a little better as a person.

I have today off from work which is nice but I also need to meal prep for the next 4 days for work meals.

Starting tomorrow I will be working out and hopefully lose some weight but will see. Making small changes in my life to be better.

I'm making goals, looking forward to fall and work and going to plan a trip to Yellowstone National park hopefully in 2017.

Now to make food, do more reading and relax tonight after making food.

Time Away and Meal Prep

Hi out there!

I'm taking time away from Facebook for personal reasons and for my sanity. Don't worry, this will be a good thing. I will be updating my review page and blog and in here.

Now for the title which part one has been explained.

Part 2: I'm doing meal prep for work if it lasts that long. 

It's steak, California blend veggies and kale that I made today. The steak has a lemon pepper seasoning and I put a light amount of garlic salt on my veggies.

My grandfather is halfway to Florida and there is some room in the fridge so I picked up kale and a few things for my gram at the store.

I miss having kale but now I got some.

So I know I will have one of these tonight at work, may eat one for lunch tomorrow and one tomorrow night at work.

I'm tired but I'm good and just need to do the dishes before leaving for work. The house is quiet which is nice and great for sleep.

Now to shower and watch a movie or show, not sure which.

May post later or tomorrow.

Strange Dream

So it's August! Crazy how time has gone by so fast this summer but I have been working a lot too.

So I had a strange dream last night, not sure how to put it into words.

My dream was about friends, we were at someone's place and I was showering and heard a familiar voice.

So I go out in a towel and get a look that says whatever person is done with me and the familiar voice has a disgusted look on their face.

So I make a call to the friends phone and the message that comes up is "they are done with you Cassie, they don't want you around anymore"

This was a weird dream last night. So the last bit I remember is being upset and thinking "why would you invite me over and not tell me?"

Maybe it was meant to be a cruel/strange dream, not sure but oh well.

Working today and going to shower soon but for now relaxing. Not much is new, my bills are paid so that is good.

Just saving money now and working on other things. Need to shower and make lunch for work plus there was a site I wanted to try, they send healthy snacks in the mail.

I'm trying to eat better which is not easy but maybe for snacks this site would be good.

Going to look into it later and see about it, I'm a snacker.