Strange Day

So today is a strange day for me. I went toward which went well but the strange part was my aunt.

She must have came over to help my gram which I can do but my gram doesn't want my help.

It's like I'm the loser in my family and they don't want me around. It sucks and really really really hurts me deep. 

Now they may not know it but it hurts that much where I would rather work and eat and not be home.

I have been eating a lot lately and that's not good because I am trying to lose weight. It's hard because I don't have much of a support system at home. 

I hate when my family does this to me and I honestly think they don't care at all. I try and be helpful but they just don't want me around.

So I'm home, did some cleaning and relaxing now but still feel like I'm the loser and my family is just sick of me.