Not Feeling TGIF

It’s Friday and as much as I want to say TGIF, it’s not for me. 

I was doing good until family stopped by and I can never do anything right when it comes to family and it brings me down a lot. I just want to cry and sometimes think my family would be better off without me around.

It’s hard for me when family doesn’t tell me anything or doesn’t talk to me then when o do something it’s never right.

I always feel very little a lot and my self esteem is low and I feel like I never deserve anything good in life. Guess it’s what I have to get used too.

Other than me feeling like a loser, I registered my car which was cheaper than I expected but have a rough estimate for the next time I register.

Now to save up for the floor mats, trunk liner and snow tires plus inspection later down the road.

I may not be able to go to Boston next Saturday either as much as I want too I think it would be best if I stay home. I can always knit and watch movies that day.

So going to do some knitting and may stream later but will see.