Phone issues

Hate that I can't separate phone lines! Never will I do this again!!!!

On the bright side, I'm wrapping presents tonight and seeing family so I'm staying positive.

I'm tired from working so much and hoping to rest and be in bed early tonight.

Happy Holidays everyone!

Today

I'm working all day today :( wish I didn't work so much but I need the extra money.

Good news is my Christmas shopping is done except for one person. I'm waiting til payday and going to pay on my phone bill that day too.

As much as I'm working, I haven't been as happy. Not sure why either but trying to stay positive.

I'm still dealing with many issues I have but I can say talking with some friends and getting a few things cleared helped on Saturday.

So I am going to work on being positive today and just take it one day at a time. It's all you can do.

Now I need to get back to work and work all day and it's going to be a long one.

Long time

It has been a long time since I last posted on here. I have been updating my review page on facebook and my review blog on here. I need to update a lot more.

Not much is new, just working a lot and doing a lot of reading. I'm going to do some reading before work today and hopefully finish a book soon.

Going to see the eye doctor tomorrow and hopefully can fix my eye problem. I hate this too.

Work is busy today because we are doing a thanksgiving meal at dinner time tonight for the students so I have a lot to do.

More later

Posting

I feel that is has been awhile since I posted here so this will be quick and will write again later today.

Work should be calming down and yesterday was Halloween and today it's cold outside!! 

Guess winter is coming, lol.

So I'm working all day today but I have to get nursing hours in so I am working.

More later when I'm done working. Also more reviews too this week!

Things are good

Things are good in life. Not much is new just been a busy week since we had a lot going on at work.

Promorting my review page on facebook and hope it works, will see.

more later

I have Been MIA

I have really been MIA on this personal blog!

I need to update at least once a week.

ANyways I have been busy and working a lot plus hanging with jen too.

We have global chef week at work and I did a lot of extra hours this past weekend. Things are good t\at home and Im hardly there.

I have been going to the gym too and it has helped my mood. Thank god because I was not being a nice person or my ususal self.

So I'm restoring my phone and hoping everything works and I can use it today.

More later in the week

Life

Well i found out recently that my gram is in the hospital and I'm hoping for the best. I haven't been writing or reviewing books lately either. I will try to get back to it and update more.

My gram is 1500 miles away and I fear that I will get the phone call that she has passed on and I don't want that! I'm thinking good thoughts of her while she gets better.

I did go apple picking today and got a haircut which was much needed. Working tomorrow and then relaxing the rest of the day.

Not much else is new with me. Will try to update more.

I need a few days off

Well I have been working a lot with 3 jobs but the money is good so I shouldn't complain.

I'm thinking of taking time off just to relax and rest. I do need it but need to save money too.

Hopefully I will go apple picking soon, haven't done it in years and I love going to the orchard and picking apples.

Well I will try to update more and hopefully not over work myself.

Green tea day

Today is a day for tea, I'm drinking green tea.

Mug from teavana

Work :):):)

I have been working a lot this week! I do need the extra money.

I was talking to receiving yesterday to let them know I was on my 5th case of Caesar and that I would tell Aaron but he was behind me.

I said hi Aaron. Lol.

I told him about the dressing and he knows we are doing more sandwhiched too since I put the numbers on the clipboard.

So he knows but it was funny and made me smile.

Guess we are doing 1,000 meals more this year too. I went to drop off deli report to Aaron and Rich and that's what I heard.

The school did take 1600 freshman this semester so we are doing more production.

Anyways going to relax before I look at a apartment.

Cleaning!

I started cleaning and I also need to tackle the kitchen too. I will do that after my dump run.

I'm already tired too but it needs to get done.

More later 

Things in life

Well not much is new with me, I made lasagna again but I have left overs for the rest of the week.

I have been reading and almost finished a book in one day! I'm about 63% through "Better When He's Bad" by Jay Crownover.

I usually don't get through a book like that in one day! It's really good and I like Bax.

Other than that I plan on going to The Clonial theater and buying a ticket to see Captain Sig Hansen next month! 

He is from Deadliest Catch and I'm excited!!! Of course this falls on the same weekend that Granite State Comic Con is too but I'm willing to give up a day because I want to see Sug Hansen.

Ok more later

Lasagna!

 I'm going to make lasagna tonight for dinner and left overs. I found a bigger pan and I won't have to cook a lot next week.

It works too because I just have home healthcare this weekend then start back at the cafe on Wednesday.

Love making lasagna!

Been a little bit

Been a few days since I posted but it feels a lot longer.

Been reading books and working too so I have stayed busy. Went to see family on Subday for my cousins 3rd birthday.

She did not seem the least bit interested in her birthday presents at all which I find strange.

Anyways it wasn't a bad day. The freshman come next week and then the upperclassman.

School is going to start soon!!!

More later

Life

Not much is new, I'm still in my personal rut but trying to be positive.

I'm still reading and enjoying that. I'm also cleaning too which is good and I getting any anger out that way instead of a bad way.

Been watching movies today and relaxing then I'm off to bed.

I saw the new Turtle movie and I would see it again!!! I loved it!

I had my doubts but it was very good.

Grew up with the late 80's early 90's turtles movies.

So going to relax and get ready for bed and clean tomorrow then off to see family.

Amy Brown Fairy tarot deck

I bought a Any Brown Fairy tarot deck and I just used it for the first time.

My question that I asked was answered and strangely it was right on the dot!

I'm glad I asked my question too and makes me happy that I may have an opportunity coming my way to fix things.

The deck is beautiful too and I love all the fairies! I'm going to try and use this deck everyday and have it help guide me in life.

Now going to watch a movie for a bit then bed, working early.

Sun is out

The sun is out....for now. We are getting rain at some point.

I have been in a slump but trying to get out of it. I'm still working and doing my reviews if anything and everything.

I see that people are viewing my blogs and that makes me hasn't that you are!

So today is a better day and I made chicken in a garlic and herb sauce for lunch, it was super yummy!!!

I'm going to make more for my work lunch tomorrow. I cook later tonight because it's hot out.

So with having this rut I'm in, I'm trying to stay busy.

Picked up the kitchen and did the dishes today even though I will have more to do. Going to do a load of laundry and take a nap.

Alright I need to get stuff done. :)

Ulta

Ok went shopping to buy Bare Mineral makeup.

I'm not going all fancy just want a foundation.

Well I go in and u don't even know where to start or what product would be good for dark circles under the eyes.

No one helped me at all so I just grabbed mascara and an eyeshadow set. The cashier didn't even ask me if I found everything ok.

The store made me feel like I didn't belong and that I shouldn't buy makeup at all cause I'm this loser who knows nothing about makeup.

Home now to relax

Rain and Sun

Okay today's weather is just weird! 

One minute it is sunny then the next minute it's down pouring! Crazy weather!!

Anyways I am enjoying it, I like different weather and I think we need the rain.

So my car is still at the shop. I made the appointment for the 75,000 mile service and for the squealing noise I heard coming from the engine.

The fan belt and pully system are not well and need to be replaced. I knew something was wrong when I didn't get phone earlier telling me the car was fine.

So it's going to cost about $320 for everything but it needs to be fixed and I will pay for it.

Guess I need to really save more for car repairs, lol. Also save for a rental car just in case.

So glad I did bring it down and getting it fixed. 

Since the car is there, I have been walking for work and today I walked  2 miles since I needed to mail out netflix.

I also saw my aunt today and asked if I could borrow her car to grocery shop for home healthcare.

She was on with it and she had to shop too so it worked out.

Thank you to my aunt for helping me! I try not to ask to much of you because I know you are busy all the time. You are an awesome aunt!!!!

Anyways it down poured when we went shopping and sat in the car til it let up.

Good thing too but looked at the weather and there was a system passing by.

Alright I'm tired and going to relax then bed and early morning tomorrow.

Cloudy Weather

My car is in the shop today so I walked to work. The weather was beautiful this morning and I was happy to get the walk in.

Well after working, I walked to the post office and home after. It clouded up and started to rain! I forgot to bring my umbrella too, lol.

Anyways I had my nike app opened to track my walk and I walked over 2 miles today :)

I haven't been out walking for a long time but I'm glad I did today. So looks like we might get rain today but that's ok.

I have a lot of books to read and think of what to make for dinner. 

Hoping I get my car back today, hopefully nothing is wrong with it either.

Will try to post more today or tomorrow.

Dinner tonight

This was my dinner tonight and I have left overs!

It is beef marinated in a balsamic herb sauce and had veggies. 

It was soooo good!

Credit Score

I wanted to talk about credit score.

I ruined my credit score with not paying on credit cards or my college loans. I did it and it's my fault. 

It took me 4 years to get out of credit card debt and I still have college loans and hospital bills too.

I went onto Credit Karma to see my credit score and it's very poor. I have decided to work on paying hospital bills and my college loans.  

I want people to know about this because having bad credit doesn't help when you look for an apartment or need a loan.

It sucks but I'm going to do what I can to have a better credit score and start paying my bills and keep paying them on time.

Check out www.creditkarma.com 

It is free and tells you if any loan or bill is still opened or if it is closed. I find it useful and I'm going to make my score a better one.

Don't ruin your credit, make it a great score!

Beach day!

I went to Hampton Beach today with my aunt!!!

I'm glad I went too and I spent a lot of money but I bought new jewelry which was expensive but worth it.

My aunt treated me to breakfast and lunch which was very nice of her.

We left early and got a good spot. I always thought it took two hours to get there but only a hour and a half.

I have the weekend off from both my nursing jobs so I decided to go. My aunt invited me and I needed to get out of town for the day.

I work so much that I really don't do anything for myself and after I took a vacation to Tennessee last month, I'm planning other vacations and treating myself.

If you don't treat yourself you may become depressed and that's how I feel a lot of the time.

As an example, my friend Jen. She says she will do stuff with me but doesn't then goes out with her friends and goes to the drivin and I'm left out.

She doesn't understand when I explain this to her even though she says she does understand. She really doesn't.

I have been in a depressed week and a half. No one wants to hang out with me or invite to go do stuff with them so I'm home a lot after working.

So for now I'm going to do stuff on my own because I am alone when it comes to the "friend" thing.

Jen was busy today anyway because she was having a yard sale and her grandma is staying with her so I don't want to impede on their time.

Other than that, beach day was fun :) I'm also a lobster because I have not been out in the sun like today and I'm red!

Well finishing a movie then bed then maybe to my aunts tomorrow.

Fifty Shades of Grey Trailer

So I watched the trailer for "Fiftey Shades of Grey" on the Today website.

I found out about the trailer yesterday when I was home and on Facebook.

The Today show showed a small clip for tv viewers but you can go online to watch the full trailer.

These are my thoughts on the trailer,

I'm very interested in the movie and read all the books too. 

Now I noticed a few things that were in the book that are not in the trailer,

When Ms. Steele interviews Mr. Grey there is no recording device like there is in the book.

The elevator scene was HOT!!!! I liked that. 

I'm not so sure if I like the people who are playing the characters but I will give them a chance.

Now one more thing, Beyoncé did a re-recording of her song "Crazy" and I LOVE it!!

So I'm going to use my countdown app on my phone and start counting the days til the movie opens on Valentines Day of next year.

Well I'm going to go and relax and I think I will check out the trailer again this weekend and it may change my thoughts.

Enjoy your day!

New earrings

Got new earrings that I found on Etsy. They are from Istanbul and I LOVE THEM!!!!

It's a blue leaf with a pearl in it, love how it dangles and love the closing it has.

Today is Monday

I wanted to update and yes it's Monday. 

I have been doing " Change Time" by John Cena. I started out doing very good and the last 3 or 4 days have been bad.

Not very bad but I have been sad and depressed the last few days. I'm basically a loser who has no friends that want me around.

They do things with other people and I'm always left out. It's been this way for years! Plus the whole thing on Facebook of tag yourself in 5 photos that make you feel beautiful, yep I'm not tagged at all and once again left out.

Anyways I didn't stick to healthy eating and ate some sugar and ice cream. So the result was gaing a few pounds.

I'm hoping to get back on track this week and get out of this rut I'm in.

So today is a new day, one to make my own. I'm working a 8 hour shift then home.

Hoping for a nap later today and figure out what to eat for lunch tomorrow and dinner tonight.

I will try to post again tomorrow.

Quick post

I'm going to bed soon so this will hopefully be a short post.

I have been in a unhappy mood since yesterday and I really feel like a loser who has no life.

None of my friends want me around and this whole thing on Facebook about 5 pictures that make you feel beautiful, yeah I'm not tagged in anyone's status.

I never will be!

So I also have been eating not the best foods. Maybe I can get back on track on Monday and hopefully get back to myself.

Ok, well I'm done ranting for now. Going to bed soon and getting up early for work.

New Tattoo

I did get a new tattoo yesterday. I will post pics too.

I never have gotten a small tattoo, they are always big ones. Well I guess I will not get a small once ever.

I went to Art for Life in my hometown and Dennis did the tattoo. I told him what I wanted and he could draw it anyway he wanted.

This is what he did

I did different angles. I will post more news later today. I'm going to work.

Still working on "Change Time"

Well I'm still doing "Change Time" and I have I died a little bit already this week.

I'm getting back on track today and feeling much better. 

I'm down to 178lbs today and I'm hoping to lose 4lbs this week.

Will update later and talk more about the nutrition.

Down Day

Really not happy today and trying to stay busy so I don't get any more sad. 

So as much as I'm sad I want to update on my status with "Change Time". In just over a week I have lost 4lbs! I have lost 3 inches from my hips, 2inches from my waist and my thighs stayed the same.

I look at myself and don't see it but I'm glad to be down in weight and to lose inches from my waist and hips.

I hope to lose 4lbs in the following week. It's not easy but it's working!

So I wanted to share that with everyone, not sure who reads my blog but if you do that makes me happy :)

So for now I'm cooking chicken and watered the plants outside even though it looks like it will rain at somepoint.

Might go to Franklin St after because I need my laptop I left there yesterday and I'm working at 3pm at the nursing home today.

Short shift today and I ordered more tea from Teavana! I also got the Perfect Tea journal to keep track of what teas I have and how long to steep for. Also bought more strawberry lemonade tea and got the Strawberry Rose Blush tea set.

Now just need to save up to get more tea before the end if the summer and before they take away their ice teas. It's only a seasonal thing.

Well that's all I have for now, going to relax and wait for my chicken to cook then cut it up and put aside for later.

John Cena and Change Time

A week ago yesterday I joined "Change Time" by John Cena. It is a program to lose weight and eat healthy. I started a little later when I joined. It is 10 weeks long and cost $100 but if you watch for it, you can get good deals! I got 40% off when I signed up.

Week one concentrates on nutrition and you do that. It was not easy for the first week. I like foods that are bad for you like, chips, chocolate, diet soda and popcorn, among other things. I have changed my ways of eating and hope to stick with it.

I have cut back on soda intake and been drinking more water and I have been drinking tea (not sweetened). Tea is okay to drink and I really try to limit my soda. In the past week I have lost 4 pounds so far and hoping to lose 5 pounds by tomorrow.

With John Cena's program, you can eat lean meats, fruits, veggies, nuts. Healthy fats are good and milk.

There is a group of what you shouldn't eat (sugar, refined sugar, sweets) .

There is also a workout video (2) that you do x2 week for 20 minutes. I did my first workout today and I'm out of shape!!! I'm tired from it too. The  second week of the program starts the work out videos.

So I'm happy this is working and will continue to write about it as I make progress.

Working

Been working a lot and took a vacation! I went to Tennessee last month to visit a friend and go to a anime convention in Memphis.

It was a much needed vacation too! I was happy to finally treat myself to a real vacation and got out of town. I normally take vacation time but never go anywhere.

I have now decided that I need to go on a vacation every year, doesn't matter where just out of town.

So I'm also planning a trip to England but going to plan it in 2 years and start saving early.

Ok more later just wanted to update since I haven't in awhile.

Also been reading a lot too and will post about that on my other page on here.

New scrubs have ink on them

So I did a load of laundry the other day and I washed a pen in with the clothes. Not everything got ruined but some stuff did.

My new pants (scrub pants) got ruined and I'm very mad at myself! They were comfortable pants too and not cheap ones.

Guess I still need to check my pockets on everything and need more scrubs.

Waiting for payday plus I have 8 days left til I leave for Tennessee!!!

 I really need this vacation and I get to see Miranda!

Life

Besides working A LOT, I have been taking walks and the other day I did a 5 mile walk! I was tired after but I had a shift in Dietary so I had to be at work for 4pm.

I am enjoying my walks too and even though it has been cold the last couple days, it hasn't been bad to go out walking.

Not much else is new, bought knitting needles and yarn today and started making a scarf or blanket, I haven't decided what it will be.

I'm on Franklin St, chillin' out then back home for the night, I'm working in the morning and tomorrow night for dietary. There are open shifts at the nursing home I work at so I picked up a  lot of shifts.

Next month I am going to Tennessee! I get to see my fiend Miranda!!!! Super excited and we are going to a anime convention in Memphis. I haven't treated myself to a vacation in a very long time.

I think I will plan future trips like this or just go somewhere I haven't been yet. The planning starts now.

More later :)

Working and Relaxing

Working everyday til I leave for vacation but I do need the money. Maybe I will take some time off in August to relax before school starts up again.

Going for a walk in a little bit since the sun is out and shining. I will have to take pictures and post them here.

Okay , I'm relaxing for now but walk in a little bit.

Movie night and burnt finger

So I burnt my finger while cooking. Yes it hurts but I'm doing a movie night to get my mind off it hurting.

Also been watching The Campure Diaries which I'm now hooked. I like how the history is tied into the show.

I do need to watch the latest episode of Game of Thrones too then I will be caught up.

Ok going to watch I, Frankenstein.

This Morning

Well I have a car!

I took it to Leon's so it can be inspected and all it really needs is a tire, oil Change, and fog lights replaced.

I walked back home from Leon's and I stopped at HCS to drop off paperwork and walked home from there.

I'm hoping that the car will be ready before 230pm because I work at 3pm for the nursing home.

Hoping this will happen and even though I don't have insurance, I would drive to work.

I will get car insurance on the car very soon.

Mother's Day 2014

Went to breakfast with the family today to celebrate mothers day with everyone.

My gram is leaving soon and I'm trying to spend as much time with her as I can before she goes back to Florida.

I'm now relaxing before work tonight which is only a 3 hour shift but I'm walking so I will be tired but it's hours.

Working tomorrow too.

Getting Ready

I have been driving my car and my gram wants me to taker her to Michael's craft store which is fine.

She will see my new seat covers and steering wheel cover that I bought.

I need to get ready and work at 6pm tonight but it's only for 3hours

A car and a walk

So I walked nearly 4 miles today! I walked to my clients house, then home, then to my company to drop off paperwork, and off to the college then home. It's a lot of walking.

Also my gram finally got her title to her car and signed it over to me! I did pay her and we registered the car today in my name!!!!

I finally have a car!

I need to get inspected so I will be dropping off my car tomorrow so it can get inspected.

Now to relax then bed.

Today

Well work was fun today and I got a compliment from a coworker which was very nice and made my day, they also opened a door for me too. Very happy!

Sad news is my gram is sick and has a fever, hope she doesn't need to go to the ER and I hope she feels better soon.

I'm done working at the college for 16 weeks! Now to save like crazy because I'm going to Tennessee next month for a convention and to see my friend Muranda!

Really excited and I have found cheap tickets. Haven't bought them yet but in getting a price range. It's cheaper to fly into Nashville then Memphis and cheaper to fly out of Boston then Manchester.

So as soon as I book tickets then I can make arrangements to get to Boston.

Okay, I'm going to relax and get ready for bed.

Stressed!

Really stressed out with family! Mainly my grandfather. He never comes to me about anything and doesn't tell me anything but he tells my gram and can't tell me!

He never tells me anything and it's frustrating! It's like I can't do anything right or not good for him.

Makes me feel very worthless and no matter what I do I'm never good enough!

Tonight sucks.

Today

Today has been a good day and I got out for a nice long walk which was nice but cold and rainy.

I got home after my walk and made myself lunch and did some cleaning plus laundry. After I watched Game of Thrones  while the laundry was getting done which I am addicted to that show.

I'm on season 3 and almost done watching episode 6 but I stopped midway to come over to Jens. I'm downloading some stuff and getting excited because my gram is coming up next week! Haven't seen her in along long time.

So I have a lot to do but I'm spending time with Jen because it is my weekend off from nursing.  I don't go to Jens very often because I work so much and I'm busy sooo much.

So Jen is watching House and so am I. So back to my stuff.

Reading and stress

Ok, I started reading Shadow Spell by Nora Roberts and I'm going to read the first chapter again. It's a little confusing but I should have a better understanding after I read it a second time.

I have also been stressed out from my ex-boyfriend and I really don't need the drama.

On a happier note, we got snow! Ok not a happy note but we did get snow yesterday. I'm wearing my winter jacket in April but I like my morning walks.

Not much else is new, need to go over to my friends house to use internet and walk her dog too. I want to see if I can do a rough draft for blogspot then have it post at a later time.

I'm working at the college on Friday but it's extra hours so that will be nice and I'm relaxing on Saturday. I'm not going to work for any job but home healthcare(it's my weekend on).

I'm going to relax and watch movies plus internet.

Well the sun is out and shining so I hope it warms up and I can get to bed early.

Today

I have so much to tell!

Good news is I bought a blender to make smoothies! Also I bought 2 new books even though I have about 12 books I still need to read. Lol, I need to start reading what I have.

I joined Oyster which is available for Iphone and Ipad. Reading a book on there too, will see how it goes.

It is beautiful out!!!! The sun is shining and the weather is wonderful!

I went to Walmart to get some stuff and ended up getting more than I planned but a friend of mine, Jen, was very nice to give me a ride home. I am at her house using internet and she went back to work.

I am glad for the people in my life and that are willing to help me because I have no car right now so I am walking everywhere I go until I have enough money to get a car. I do have money saved up but it's not enough for a decent car.

So today is going well and I'm excited for a beautiful day plus I got to go for a walk and I use the fitbit one so I can count all my steps.

Ok, I will try to post more later in the week.

Feeling yucky and working

So woke up last night not feeling good at all! Feltnauseuas and had really bad pain in my lower back.

It's been a long time since I felt like that and I didn't get any sleep after either. Not happy about that but not much I can do now.

Need to drop off some time sheets for work then maybe the library for a bit. I want to walk around and see what is there that I could check out to read.

Other than that, I don't have much planned for today. Going to relax after, oh yea I need a new card so I should get that done today too.

Tomorrow is the call back meeting for work at the college and I will be there. Love seeing everyone again since we have been on winter vacation for 5 weeks!

I have had work the whole time but I know what it feels like to be bored and ready to go back.

More later

Long time

Been a very long time since I last posted on here! Ok will try to post more and keep everything somewhat happy but like always there will be some kind of drama.

Going to try and stay positive but we will see how that goes.

Ok watching a movie then reading.