Lazy Rainy Sunday

It is raining finally. We have had a lot of hot weather and just needed the rain which is good.

So I read 2 books today and one of them I did not finish. It didn't appeal to me in the second half of the book and it just turned me off so reviews will go up later for those and going to finish another book soon.

I was talking to a friend yesterday and we were chatting with a friend. They were trying to find me a "hot date". It was fun talking and laughing. I enjoyed the conversation. My friend (male) said something along the lines of he didn't wan to date me. At this time a buzzer was going off so I answered but before doing that I said, "oh I'm not good enough for you?" and answered the buzzer.

I know he was joking but it did hurt a little. I know he doesn't want to date  either and I have known that for a long time.               We talked today and he did ask me "do you really want to date a guy like me?"

Since he asked me that I really thought about it and asked myself if I really want to date him, I'm not sure and I'm not sure what I want in life. It's a good question too but like I said I'm not sure of much these days.

So I have been reading and watching movies today since I have the rest of today off.

One good thing of today was donating stuff to the Wolfpack Rugby team yard sale on June 13th. I got rid of stuff and ended up giving more than I expected but I am happy to donate.

Okay, more later and now to read

Writing

So I did know what I wanted to wrrrrrrrite about in here but don't remember.

Anyways, doing good and feeling much better since getting a high dose of Vitamin D. Since my levels were very low, I needed medication. I'm hoping when they test my blood again that I will be okay. I will just have to make sure to take Vitamin D supplements.

It sucks that at 31 years old, my health is going down hill well not so bad but still it sucks. It is also because of the way I eat and that I am inside a lot because I work so much. Now I am trying to eat better and will start a multivitamin just to be safe.

I'm also donating some stuff to the Monadnock Wolfpack rugby team yard sale and need to drop stuff off to one of the players. It's going to a good cause.

I did message someone on facebook today because I haven't seen them in awhile and I miss te
hem. Hopefully I will hear back from them too.

Other than that not much is new. Just working and helping my grandfather out plus been going for walks and relaxing.

Haven't done much either but trying to do a few things. Okay, more later and goodnight.

My Health

I always thought I was heathy and not like super healthy but healthy enough. Well after having blood drawn to see if anything was wrong, there is something wrong.

Go figure, well I have high cholesterol and low      Vitamin D levels. I have been tired too lately and normally I get enough sleep. So I have to have a high dose of Vitamin D for 17 weeks then have blood work again to make sure my levels are good.

Everything else is fine, just those 2 things are not good. Also the high cholesterol can come from my eating habits and from what I have eaten growing up. I'm sure cholesterol runs in the family because you eat what they eat and it goes  back. I asked my aunt but I don't think her side has it but I do believe my mom and gram may have it.

Anyways, I need to pick up my prescription since I got a text from Target pharmacy saying it was ready. Probably should start it tonight.

So if you read this, try and eat healthy even if you make a small change in your diet, better than not making a change at all.

More later

Random Thoughts

Just combined change containers and I have saved up a lot of change, going to keep adding to it and build it up more.

I have been thinking and it's not good but we all have days like that.

I'm miserable but that is nothing new. my weight went up and found out my cholesterol is high which I need to get back down.

I hate my weight but I have not done a lot to get my weight down. I have been out walking and have been sticking with it. I'm hoping to go running or at least start jogging.

I need to do something to get out this misery, it just sucks and I need to go through all my tea that I have. I didn't label any so might need tot throw it out but not sure how long loose leaf tea will last.

So going to work through my misery and hopefully be happier by later today. My shopping yesterday was fun with my aunt and I stayed on a budget so its all good but need to do something now.

Later

My Health and Tired

So  I had an annual doctor's appointment last week and had blood work done. Somw was just usual like thyroid, blood sugar, triglycerides and cholesterol. Everything is okay except my cholesterol, its 217. So now I need to call another doctor and see what I need to do.

I am going to have to change my eating habits and I am out walking. Looks like I need to do more exercising and really change my eating habits. I think that is what is causing my cholesterol to be high. This will suck but but I want to be healthy so I need to make changes.

I have been drinking my scarlet jasmine tea and  I have water with lemon in it in the frig.

Windy out

Today is very windy outside. I was not expecting wind.

Anyways I am tired but I was up early for bloodwork and had to fast before it so I stopped eating and drinking lastnight at 9pm. I got it done and there wasn't a long wait.

Testing my cholesterol, bloodsugar, and other things. I do want to know what my cholesterol is too. I'm afraid it may be high with the way I eat so I'm hoping that it is at good levels insttttttead of bad levels. Won't know til next week.

Not much is new, need to do more posting and I got 2 more reviews done yesterday! I have morre to do and maybe readiing. Was gooing to read yesterday but my LNA homework is priority so I did that.

Still have LNA homework to do but today is a relaxing day too since I am tired and I want tot ake things easy before working tonight.

I worked last night even though I wasn't on the schedule and the cook was being a dick. I got to leave early so that was the only good part. I'm back to work tonight but I do need the hours.

Okay, may post later and need to send an email out so I'm going to do that and need to fill out time sheets too.

Rainy Day

Its lightly raining at the moment but I want it to be cooler.

I have alot to post and working too. Some days are better than others and other days suck.

I have been walking and trying to eat better but its not easy! It sucks even though it is a better lifestyle.

Not much is new and don't have much to say right now but maybe later.

Been a little while

Not much new with me, just working    and helping family. I'm not working a whole lot but I am doing stuff to stay busy.

I have read and finishes like 3 books, got an invite to an event in 2017. have vacations planned out for next year and things are good, just need to work more is all.

today I have a doctors appointment and then I am relaxing after it. Looks like the sun is coming out.

I think I will need to get new shirts for my review blog and page. I got one from vista but I'm not liking how it looks. It was a test run to see what   it would look like and I only got one. So I will look into that later.

More later

Book Splash

So this is about Book Splash 2016 and it is just my opinion and if you don't like it then move on because I will sate what I want.

I called Big Peach Tree travel agency to book for book splash and I got one phone call back from them. I did return the call and I keep calling and calling. I never get a phone call back and by now I would give them no stars at all!

I want to go on this cruise but they can't be bothered to call me back. I hate it when a compny does this and I won't be going either.

I am okay with not going anyways since I don't like the travel company and this happened when they did booksplash 2015, I          never got a call back.

Its okay because I have 3 conventions lined up next year for March, April and May so I think I am good for now.

I'm going to watch Shrek and relax and destress for the night, have work in the morning and helping family.

Quick post

A quick post for today. I walked tot he library and it feels good to outside walking, Wish the weather would cool down a bit.

Updating some stuff then back home to relax. I'm glad the college is done and I only have 2 jobs but need to be wise about how I spend my money.

Now to look something up then head home, more later

Mother's Day

So it's Mother's Day and I don't have kids and I mailed cards out.

It's hard for me because I am envious that other people get to spoil there moms and I don't, it hurts me too.

My mom did not raise me, she was in my life but my gram is more like a mom to me then my real mom. I see all the posts on facebook and it sucks that every mom out there gets a day for them and I can't do anything for my gram. My gram is down south, my mom went down to take care of her after she had a mini stroke and now my mom is sick.

I don't really talk to my mom much and rarely see her but she also lies right to you and you don't know what is the truth or what is a lie from her. I don't spend time with her because of that and I don't feel like she is much of a mom.

That is why today I'm trying to stay off facebook and I will be reading too. It hurts to see that every mother out there is getting pampered and I can't do anything for my gram.

It's Friday and doing Better

TGIF!

Yesterday was my last day at the college since they go on summer break in a few days. I am now working 2 jobs and hopefully I can rest some. I am taking a few days next week for me to relax and update my laptop. I was thinking of getting a new laptop but not sure what to get so that is going on hold til I figure it out.

Also still in my rut but I am doing better. I am going to do a detox tomorrow and I have work too so this will be interesting.

Not much else is new with me. Just working and reading and I have been a reading machine! I need to read more since I have downloaded a lot of books!

So I will post more later or post tomorrow.

Feels longer

I didn't realize how long ago I last posted in this blog! 

I must have been really busy with family and work that I forgot. 

Anyways things are good, last week at the college cafeteria! Going to take a few days for me next week and relax plus update my laptop. I haven't used it in months!!!

Also it's hot out! I'm happy for warm weather but I need a fan, it's so hot out.

Not much is new with me just working and getting through this week. 

Well I should say congrats to Duchess Kate and Prince William on the arrival of their daughter. She has a beautiful name too.

Other then that, things are ok. I hope to post more later or will post later in the week.