Mother's Day

So it's Mother's Day and I don't have kids and I mailed cards out.

It's hard for me because I am envious that other people get to spoil there moms and I don't, it hurts me too.

My mom did not raise me, she was in my life but my gram is more like a mom to me then my real mom. I see all the posts on facebook and it sucks that every mom out there gets a day for them and I can't do anything for my gram. My gram is down south, my mom went down to take care of her after she had a mini stroke and now my mom is sick.

I don't really talk to my mom much and rarely see her but she also lies right to you and you don't know what is the truth or what is a lie from her. I don't spend time with her because of that and I don't feel like she is much of a mom.

That is why today I'm trying to stay off facebook and I will be reading too. It hurts to see that every mother out there is getting pampered and I can't do anything for my gram.