I'm going to see family today but part of me wants to stay home. My cousin bought a house and is having an open house today which is fine. I feel like I'm not good enough to even go.
My cousin is Miss perfect, with the perfect life and car and house and child and she is just perfect in every way.
I'm the loser of the family and no matter how hard I try, I will never be good enough for them. It sucks because I love my family but I really don't think my family loves me. None of us are close at all and I can tell you know is close to me. It just sucks.
I work hard and feel like it is for nothing! I try to better myself but my cousin is the perfect one and I'm the loser. I may just stay home and if I go either I am walking or I will drive myself so I can leave when I want to.
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