I am home from a family outing and it went better than I expected it to go. I usually feel so out of place and just don't fit in at all when I am around family.
There was food and I am trying to lower my cholesterol and the food we had at the cookout was not healthy, so today will be cheat day and tomorrow will be healthy day.
I do feel bad for my cousin because she only had family there today and she even put it on facebook and invited friends too but no one showed. I wasn't doing anything else today and drove over.
My baby cousin was cute and met my cousins boyfriend and I ate a lot of food.
So I guess I shouldn't think this way again but it's so hard because I really feel like I am a failure with my family and that I will never be good enough. It sucks being this way, going to try and be more positive.
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